Alive

Here i sit, putting pen to paper, smile on my face.
The sun shines just a little brighter,
The future holds more hope, and i have grown stronger
As a result of the weakness of one boy.

When he gave in to me
The pillars of my body quaked
My blood pumping just a little bit faster through my veins
The essence of life pushing itself within me.

My soul roared, a lion as the ground under my feet shook with excitement
And that was but the first kiss
Growth, impulse, vitality, oomph
I`m alive

This is dedicated to a wonderful American boy. When life kicks you to the ground and betrayal puts a knife in your back. You sometimes can’t climb back up on your own it takes someone to give you a hand, at times you just need someone to hold you. He was my hand he held me and with every touch he breathed life into me again. Thank you K for being there. I love you.